I can't believe my first post was in 2016. It was so long ago.  My life was so different, I was so different.  

    I'm having a very "if I'd only known" moment. I wish I'd gotten out of this awful relationship when I started this blog.  It's so short because nothing good has happened so long. I tried to be happy and grow and make things better for everyone.  

   But Kenny is a lifesucker.  The sad thing is that I could tattoo narcissistic on his forehead and he'd still be manipulative enough convince people otherwise.