He told me things would be better. He said was different, changed. I wanted to believe but I couldn't. Now he's worse than ever. He drinks every night and is definitely dehydrated. Dehydration makes you cranky and on edge in general.
His rage and shittiness has come back with a vengeance. He couldn't pretend to be changed for more than 6 months. His heart was never any different, it was all a lie. Now everything he bottled up is coming out.
It's so much worse than ever before. I don't think I can handle this. I don't think my life will be much longer.
